[Asch is silent for a while at that, hands clenching into fists at his sides. Why did he come back? Why? It would've been better for everyone if he'd just stayed away. How can anyone expect him to deal with Guy's problems if he can't even deal with this properly?

He thought he could handle it, and this whole time he's been proving himself wrong. Dammit, dammit, dammit.]

...I don't know. I wish I did, but I don't. I don't know how to stop thinking about it, or to stop wondering what's okay and what isn't. I don't know how to go back to thinking of you as just... Guy.