[ She is so unhappy with this situation. But what can she do? ] ... yeah. I understand. My two best friends... they might guess something's wrong. But if they do, I won't tell them everything. ... I think maybe I'll just tell them to talk to me if they run into a person called Van. [ Her voice is tiny. But she has to keep this a secret, somehow. It can't be risked, now, word getting out and Van hearing. ]