explaining: (i wish things were different)
Guy Cecil || Gailardia Galan Gardios ([personal profile] explaining) wrote in [personal profile] dissonates 2012-09-23 05:09 am (UTC)

[Guy opens his mouth.

Closes it.

No, he's not satisfied, but Asch doesn't seem open to conversing. What was it he'd said to Asch? That it was unhealthy to be around him, that they were just damaging each other, that maybe they were better off apart. Asch reminded him of things he'd rather forget, and he was just that little bit nastier to Asch because of it. And Asch took it, because Guy also loved him, and it just- It was a mess.

Guy always said, over and over, that if he was gone he wanted Asch to be okay. He wanted Asch to move on, not lock himself up and out and in and here he is, walking around, going to a party for Yulia's sake. Maybe he's done just what Guy wanted him to. Thought he should.

Who's Guy to demand attention from Asch after that?]


I guess I am.

[Amidst his pride, he can't help but feel immensely sad about it. First Luke, now Asch; outgrown again.]

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