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dissonates) wrote2008-11-22 12:30 am
dissonates) wrote2008-11-22 12:30 am
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Alright, so the festival isn't a complete disaster. I forgot how long it's been since I actually went to something like this.
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...And then I became friends with Luke. And I gave up revenge.
And I always wondered -sometimes I still do, even though it's ridiculous- if my Father would be ashamed of me.
And I always wondered -sometimes I still do, even though it's ridiculous- if my Father would be ashamed of me.
It's stupid to think he would be. My father wasn't like that; even as tensions between the countries rose, he was the first one to defend Kimlasca. I'm not sure if it was because of my mother or because of his own personal convictions, but...he did.
But then Hod was invaded. And then Hod fell. So...I guess I'll never know whether or not he resents Kimlasca. Won't until I die and ask him myself.
But then Hod was invaded. And then Hod fell. So...I guess I'll never know whether or not he resents Kimlasca. Won't until I die and ask him myself.
Sure, something like that. I just think I'll do better knowing you're watching.
... I... don't think he'd resent you, Guy. I know I don't have a right to say anything about him, and I don't know him at all, but... if he's your father, he must have been kind.
So I've heard. Pere constantly tells me about my family; I think he's trying to save me from the fear of forgetting them.
.... When you lose your family before it's supposed to happen, it's impossible to forget.
I'm not really sure myself. Maybe I just want to impress you.
...mm. I suppose that's true.
Well...I was there when you were afraid.
I guess I thought you should repay the favor and hear about my fears, too.
I guess I thought you should repay the favor and hear about my fears, too.
Well it would get a little awkward around here if it wasn't, don't you think?
Why are you so afraid of a serious conversation?
It's not so much serious conversation that I'm afraid of.
... You can say no if you want. I won't get angry.
Edited 2008-11-22 08:12 (UTC)
That's not it at all.
You can come see me. I'm in my room.
You can come see me. I'm in my room.
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