Asch the Bloody (
dissonates) wrote2011-03-10 02:38 am
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["I think you should sleep in your own room for a while, Asch."
He hasn't forgotten those words- despite Guy saying they're okay, they haven't exactly shared much living space lately. Since being banished from Guy's room, he hasn't spent a lot of time in the house, or speaking to anyone else in particular, really. Self-exile is one of his best talents, after all. And even though he can normally handle being on his own, he can't help but feel bothered by it- after all, it's Guy himself who told him it wasn't healthy, the last time they fought. It's the only thing that's kept him from outright leaving the house.
Eventually, he's had enough, though, so early this morning he heads to Guy's room, knocking briefly as a pointless warning before opening the door and peering in, calling out as he does so.]
Guy? We need to-
[.........................................SOMETHING IS AMISS.]
He hasn't forgotten those words- despite Guy saying they're okay, they haven't exactly shared much living space lately. Since being banished from Guy's room, he hasn't spent a lot of time in the house, or speaking to anyone else in particular, really. Self-exile is one of his best talents, after all. And even though he can normally handle being on his own, he can't help but feel bothered by it- after all, it's Guy himself who told him it wasn't healthy, the last time they fought. It's the only thing that's kept him from outright leaving the house.
Eventually, he's had enough, though, so early this morning he heads to Guy's room, knocking briefly as a pointless warning before opening the door and peering in, calling out as he does so.]
Guy? We need to-
[.........................................SOMETHING IS AMISS.]
okay then |D
Before he can speak up, though, Asch starts to move. Well, Luke isn't going to let him get away, so he follows after him, remaining silent until they reach the kitchen.]
Asch... do you know why Guy's so mad?
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...He's mad at me.
[And the rest is left unsaid: it's none of your business.]
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But you didn't do anything... [Well. Nothing that's unexpected from a Fabre, anyway.]
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[DISTRACTIONS DISTRACTIONS]
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Luke sputters at that and turns absolutely RED. That certainly threw him off, but he's determined to not be deterred, so he shakes his head to get his act together.]
How did-ugh, never mind, I don't want to know. But I do know that if something like this ever happened to us, I'd want someone to talk to and ask for help. I know I wouldn't want to be alone, so... I don't want you to be, either!
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[...Okay, maybe he's a little bitter. Still.]
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[Luke takes in a breath, shuts his eyes, then opens them again and loosens his fists a little.]
And if he won't, then I will.
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Granted, this Luke hasn't experienced the Tower of Rem yet. But Asch knows; Asch remembers.]
Telling you won't change anything. He'll still be angry, I'll still be angry, and then you'll be involved. There's no point.
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Luke wants to try something, anything. Even... Even if this is all he can do, at least it's something.]
What if I promise to not get involved? I'll back out and let you two handle it. I just want to know what happened, that's all.
[Then again, if it is something he needs to talk to Guy about...]
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The kettle starts to boil, and he looks away from Luke, standing up and getting himself a mug. Tea first. Then he can pack up. Maybe if he gets rid of Luke before he finishes, no one even has to know he's going. ... Get it over with, then.]
During the last experiment I was with someone else. That's all.
[...Okay, not exactly all. It's kind of a lot.]
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... Wait, that's it? But... But everyone was with someone else!
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[What the hell do you mean, "that's it"? How is that not enough!?]
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[This doesn't make sense. It was an experiment! Guy's more rational than this. He's been in Luceti far longer than Luke, so why the hell is he reacting like this?]
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Guy was gone just as much as the rest of us. He didn't even make us any food, Asch. When has he ever done that? [He'd wake up and there'd be no breakfast. Not even any lunch. And just for that week, too.
There's no way Guy wasn't with someone. At least, that's what Luke thinks.]
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Still... it's a little suspicious, isn't it. At the same time, he doesn't want to believe it- because that would mean that Guy's angry with him for doing the same thing he did. And that...
...is not the first time Guy's blamed him for something that wasn't his fault. Or taken his issues out on Asch. Or lie to him. Or lie to both of them. Or... hide everything because it's easier.
It takes the overspill of the tea - and prompt burning of his own hand - to make him realize he's shaking.]
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Luke purses his lips and narrows his eyes, partly because he's frustrated and confused over the whole situation, and partly because he's not sure what he should do now. Asch is upset... More than he's ever seen him be. Luke had never been good at things like this - oh, he'd try, but his words would never quite reach and he'd know it. Maybe it's because he's a replica... maybe it's because he never did understand things like that. Maybe that's why he always found it so much easier to talk to Xion...
Regardless, Luke can't just stand there. He takes a couple of steps to be closer, to look up (up, Luke will never get over the fact that Asch is a couple of inches taller than him) at him and hesitantly reach out to rest his hand on Asch's shoulder.]
Asch... [But what exactly is he supposed to say? He can't just tell him to talk to Guy again - Guy might not listen or maybe cause another fight. He can't say it'll be okay, not when he doesn't know if it'll be okay.]
It's not your fault. [That's all he can come up with, but he wants Asch to know it, too. Who knows, he might have spent this whole time thinking that it was. But from what Luke has heard... it wasn't at all.]
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Even if it was the Malnosso... he let it go too far. He went out of control.
....but...
Why... why hadn't Guy told him...?]
This is why I didn't want you to know.
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I'm sorry... [He opens his eyes to pull the tea away and pour out the excess into the sink, leaving enough for a proper cup of tea and putting it back near Asch.] I promised I wasn't going to get any more involved, so... I'm not. [Even if he wants to listen to Guy about this so desperately, to try and figure out what he's thinking...]
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