Asch the Bloody (
dissonates) wrote2020-05-05 11:33 pm
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Appointments Post
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[Action, January 1st]
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[Action, December 20th]
...Don't be giving me any pathetic looks, replica.
[Action, December 20th]
I... I've been learning some magic here. Not with fonons, that stuff's too complicated... But Filial magic. Do you want me to try healing you a little? I don't think I can do anything big, but... maybe it'll help some.
[Action, December 20th]
The clinic employs healers and doctors more skilled than you, and they've done all they can. I don't need it.
[Action, December 20th]
[Luke doesn't particularly like hearing that, but... it is the truth. So, he clenches and relaxes his fists, his gaze still on the floor. He's still got that look on his face, though it's lessened somewhat by now. Asch is alive and okay. That's what matters.]
What happened out there?
[Action, December 20th]
Well. Another awkward topic that Asch isn't keen in discussing. Either he'd have to admit that Van was content to leave him there - which would probably just anger his replica - or admit that he'd forced a pledge out of the man that, by keeping it, had caused Van to leave him there...
Neither option is particularly pleasant.]
There was a cave-in.
[Action, December 20th]
[Luke almost doesn't get it. For a second, his expression remains frozen with a deep frown... And then something flashes in his eyes and he's up on his feet. Yes. Now he got it, and hell no is he calming down.]
So he just left you there?! You could've died! [So why is Asch so calm about this?!]
[Action, December 20th]
Oh well. There's no turning back now. He shrugs, his expression carefully neutral.]
I didn't. And he made his point clear.
[Action, December 20th]
[He grips the side of Asch's bed tight, so much that his fingers hurt.]
I don't care what he uses as his excuse! I don't care about a stupid truce! No one should leave you - or anyone in a situation like that!
[Action, December 20th]
Still, he can let Luke channel his leftover anger for a while. It's not unjustified, after all.]
[Action, December 20th]
Besides, Luke's emotions mostly build on the reactions of others. With Asch seeming so calm, it's having a sort of soothing effect on Luke's own wild emotions.
So, he lets out a long sigh and sits himself down, though he still keeps his hands together, shaking as they are, and glares down at the floor.
But he's silent. He's not sorry for yelling. He's not sorry for feeling the way he is. He won't apologize for those things when they'd both know that the words would be empty.]
[Action, December 20th]
It's not that I'm not angry. And it's not that I don't blame him, either. But I gave him an excuse. It's how he is, and I should have expected that. Lesson learned- that's all.
[Action, December 20th]
The rest of us wouldn't do anything like that. You know that, right?
[Action, December 20th]
[Action, December 20th]
Damn it! If I'd been there, I...!
[... He isn't sure what he'd do. Just helping train Kairi in the Battle Dome, when the program was set for mines, made him tense and nearly be completely useless as a sparring partner.
But he... wouldn't have just left Asch!
Now that he's hit something and yelled again, though, he lets out a long, long sigh, and his shoulders loosen. That helped out.]
[Action, December 20th]
[Which is an impossible request, of course, but it's more of a dismissal than anything else. Arguing about it at this point is useless.]
[Action, December 20th]
How badly are you hurt?
[Action, December 20th]
[Action, December 20th]
This could've been prevented if -
Ugh. Luke's grip tightens, and he stands up quickly. He doesn't bother to try smiling to cover up how he feels - it's too obvious to try hiding.]
I'm going for a walk. [More like go beat some things.] I'll be back later.
[Action, December 20th]
Idly, he waves Luke off.]
Bring something decent to eat with you.