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Asch the Bloody ([personal profile] dissonates) wrote2020-05-05 11:33 pm

Appointments Post

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[Fonic Link, May 13th]

[personal profile] fabrecation 2013-05-14 09:41 am (UTC)(link)
[In all honesty, Luke had expected Asch to get angry and pull away from the link and leave him alone. It wouldn't have surprised him if anyone left him here, after all.

But he doesn't, and Luke isn't sure how to feel about it. He's grateful, yes, but not that Xion was here for this long, but for the fact that Asch cared enough to stay with him. He wasn't physically here, but he was a presence in probably the closest way possible that could never be mimicked: through the mind. At the same time, however... He really doesn't want to hear anything else like that. How he should feel and whatever else...]


"I can't... do that, Asch. Not right now. Maybe that makes me weak or whatever, but I just... can't."

[....]

"I know. I'm being stupid. I knew she'd leave someday... Just like everyone else does. I guess I just got... used to it. Her."
fabrecation: (See widows and orphans through my tears)

[Fonic Link, May 13th]

[personal profile] fabrecation 2013-05-14 10:20 am (UTC)(link)
[... Luke definitely understands that. If Xion even returns, there's a huge chance that she won't remember anything. He'll be a stranger to her. And even though they had this - this fairy tale, perfect, "meant to be" aura, it's far more likely that he'll only be her friend. And he'll have to stand aside and watch all of this, quietly.

It's the painful, cold, hard truth. And he thought of that from the moment he realized she disappeared. It really is like he lost her; even if she hadn't been dead, even if she was alive and well, she's still from a different world.

It's over.]


"... I don't know what to do."

[In a way, he doesn't want to know. What's the point now?]
fabrecation: (All we wanted was a home)

[Fonic Link, May 13th]

[personal profile] fabrecation 2013-05-14 09:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[...

It's good, not being forced to get up and go. Even if he's still unsure what he's supposed to do, what he needs to do... Hell, what he even knows how to do.

What can he do? Piddle away at a piano? Ha.]


"Can I stay out here, then?"

[He'll go back, for sure. It's not like he can starve out here... And he's sure he saw letters when he left. But not now. God, not now.]