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Asch the Bloody ([personal profile] dissonates) wrote2008-09-20 05:19 pm
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I feel weird.
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[identity profile] count-gardios.livejournal.com 2008-09-21 06:45 am (UTC)(link)
You're right.

I didn't want to talk about this at all.

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[identity profile] count-gardios.livejournal.com 2008-09-21 06:48 am (UTC)(link)
...it's not just...whatever this is.


I'm so tired of keeping secrets.
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[personal profile] dissonates 2008-09-21 06:48 am (UTC)(link)
I don't understand. What do you want, then?

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[identity profile] count-gardios.livejournal.com 2008-09-21 06:53 am (UTC)(link)
I just want to be trusted-


[Strikes visible, as the event dictates. :|]
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[personal profile] dissonates 2008-09-21 06:54 am (UTC)(link)
I do trust you. We're allies. Friends.

W-wait.

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[identity profile] count-gardios.livejournal.com 2008-09-21 07:01 am (UTC)(link)
...I don't understand you, Asch. Sometimes...I think I can read you like a picture book.

And other times, it's like...you might as well be a piece of fonstone to me. I don't get it. I don't get you.
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[personal profile] dissonates 2008-09-21 07:06 am (UTC)(link)
That's how it's supposed to be. Isn't that how you like it? You're practically the guidebook on how to hide what you really want to say.
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[personal profile] dissonates 2008-09-21 07:18 am (UTC)(link)
....Sorry. I shouldn't have said that.

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[identity profile] count-gardios.livejournal.com 2008-09-21 07:19 am (UTC)(link)
No. It's the truth. I deserved it.
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[personal profile] dissonates 2008-09-21 07:20 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe we both did.

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[identity profile] count-gardios.livejournal.com 2008-09-21 07:23 am (UTC)(link)
I know. Trust has to be earned.

...I'll get you to trust me.
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[personal profile] dissonates 2008-09-21 07:23 am (UTC)(link)
You sure it's worth the effort?

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[identity profile] count-gardios.livejournal.com 2008-09-21 07:33 am (UTC)(link)
Yes.

Asch, you're worth something; something more than just a tool, a soldier. You're worth a lot.. I wish you'd realize it.
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[personal profile] dissonates 2008-09-21 07:37 am (UTC)(link)
... It's... hard to erase it. Seven years is a long time to doubt one's worth.

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[identity profile] count-gardios.livejournal.com 2008-09-21 07:39 am (UTC)(link)
Then take what I'm saying right here, right now, straight to heart. Keep it and never forget it, even if I end up leaving and coming back with no memories. I mean it, Asch.

You are worth an entire world. And even if you aren't...someday, you'll end up meaning that much to a person. Someone like you isn't destined to be alone. I know it.
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[personal profile] dissonates 2008-09-21 07:55 am (UTC)(link)
D... don't say such stupid things.
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[personal profile] dissonates 2008-09-21 08:11 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah yeah, you win.
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