[Accidental Voice Post]

[dissonates]

[Silence for a while, and then a quiet groan, seemingly out of nowhere; apparently Guy's gone and left Asch's journal open in case he wakes up while no one's around.]

... nngh...








...dammit...


[ooc: awake, but semi-incoherent. Be nice to the poor boy?]

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[dissonates]

[Asch looks down, not pulling away.]

....Sorry. For how I acted.

[Action]

[wingedreplica.livejournal.com]

[Action]

[dissonates]

I know that. But I'm not going to get any better if I don't take responsibility for what I do.

[Action]

[wingedreplica.livejournal.com]

Apology accepted then.

[Action]

[dissonates]

...Good to know.

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[wingedreplica.livejournal.com]

But I'll pretty much always forgive you, so don't worry...

[Action]

[dissonates]

...Why do you put up with it? It's not as if you're spineless. I just don't understand...

[Action]

[wingedreplica.livejournal.com]

Because. What you say to me doesn't change who I am or how I feel about myself anymore. It used to make me hate myself, but I don't want that anymore.

So if you get angry at me, I either try to understand where you're coming from, or I let it go.

[Action]

[dissonates]

[Silence for a while.]

I envy you for that.

[Action]

[wingedreplica.livejournal.com]

... you do?

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[dissonates]

...You're more accepting than I am. It's easy for you to forgive people. And... you're probably happier because of it.

[Action]

[wingedreplica.livejournal.com]

I might be... but you can get there too, with time.

You just have to remember that there are people you can trust, and then it's easier to accept yourself and grow.

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[dissonates]

I guess... I never figured you'd help with that. It's still so surreal.

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[wingedreplica.livejournal.com]

It is... thinking that you might trust me...

[Action]

[dissonates]

But I do.

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[wingedreplica.livejournal.com]

And I trust you.

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[dissonates]

...I guess it would be too predictable if I insulted you for that, now.

[Action]

[wingedreplica.livejournal.com]

It would, but I won't hold it against you.

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[dissonates]

Then there's no point in even bothering.

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[wingedreplica.livejournal.com]

I'm okay with that too.

[Action]

[dissonates]

I can't imagine you enjoying getting insulted.

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[wingedreplica.livejournal.com]

More like letting it roll of my shoulders.

[Action]

[dissonates]

... this whole conversation should irritate me a lot more than it is.

[Action]

[wingedreplica.livejournal.com]

I think that's a good thing, right?