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Tear's here now as well. With more of the replica's group showing up, among other people from Auldrant, I can't help but worry about--

...no, they wouldn't bring her here.

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About time the weather improved. Guy, Luke- when there's less mud on the ground, I need some exercise.

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And you did. So forget about it.

Alright, I will.

[Topic change, topic change, argh, fail social skills...]

...Still want to talk about St. Binah?

Sure. What did you want to know?

I don't know... anything, really. I'm curious. We're together like this, but I hardly know anything about you.

Does that bother you? [Guy lifted his head to look at Asch properly.] I don't know a lot about you either, y'know.

[Fidget. He gets a bit nervous under scrutiny.] A little. I want to know you better.

Hm. [Guy settles back down to lay on the bed again, setting the journal aside to slip his arms beneath his head.]

...well, Hod fell on my fifth birthday; Pere got me out and took me to St. Binah, where we stayed for a few years. I asked him why he never took me to the capital, and he said it was because he was afraid that I'd be used as a cash cow. I'd have to be taken in by a lesser noble family, and whoever got me would have my family's fortune until I came of age, so he thought it best to keep things quiet until I was a little older.

But you didn't claim your title until after the Absorption Gate. ...When did you choose to go to Baticul?

...when I was ten. We got everything finalized when I was eleven.

...I remember that. The day you arrived...

Mm. Everything from there on out, you know.

Looking back, it seems kind of pathetic, how I was back then. You were one of my closest friends even though I knew you didn't really like me.

...I was the only one around your age besides Natalia. It's not pathetic.

It's not as if I regret it or anything. I'm glad I considered you as my friend - I wouldn't have gotten this close to you otherwise.

I'm not very proud of how I acted back then, Asch.

I'm not proud of who I became after my replication. We've all made plenty of mistakes, Guy.

You were a child, in both of those cases. You can't beat yourself up over it.

I wasn't always a child - I grew up, but I didn't change.

...I don't think you grew up completely, Asch.

[Glare.]

Hear me out before you give me that look.

Fine, sorry.

I'm not saying you're childish. I'm just saying...things that are common sense -social things- to most people your age just aren't for you. And I don't think that's your fault.

Edited 2009-03-19 06:02 (UTC)

I grew up with soldiers. Common social skills weren't part of the training.

That's what I'm saying.

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