[Locked to Guy]

[dissonates]

Guy? I think we should talk.

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[count-gardios.livejournal.com]

Don't agree with me about what?

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[dissonates]

Having options! Talking about moving on! Dammit, Guy, does it even matter to you!?

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[count-gardios.livejournal.com]

[Guy scowls again.] Of course it matters to me. Why do you think I even brought it up in the first place?

[He turns away, sitting indian-style and leaning forward, elbows dropped onto his knees as he glares at the shingles beneath his ankles.] But things rarely stay. I want to be prepared.

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[dissonates]

[What the hell. Something is definitely wrong here.] If you thought this was doomed from the start, why did you even bother?

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[count-gardios.livejournal.com]

I didn't say that. I said that I want to be prepared for if this falls apart; you can't say that there's no chance in hell that we would ever break up. That's not a promise you can make.

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[dissonates]

Is this how relationships are supposed to work? Start it, develop it, and then talk about how to end it?

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[count-gardios.livejournal.com]

I'm not talking about how to end it. [Except...he kind of is. But that's not what he'd meant.]

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[dissonates]

Yes you are. [GUY, EXPLAIN.]

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[count-gardios.livejournal.com]

No, I'm not. I'm not talking about how to end it, I'm talking about how it could end. There's a difference.

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[dissonates]

This isn't what I came here to talk about!

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[count-gardios.livejournal.com]

All right, forget I said anything then.

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[dissonates]

Like hell. If this is something you're actually worried about happening, how the hell can I just forget it?

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[count-gardios.livejournal.com]

[Another sigh.] I'm not so much worried about it happening as I am considering it as a possibility. Just think of it as me thinking aloud and forget it, Asch.

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[dissonates]

So, what, you're okay with the idea?

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[count-gardios.livejournal.com]

[Guy falls silent for a moment before looking away.] I didn't say that either.

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[dissonates]

You make it hard to tell, considering how flippant you are about it. You don't believe in me at all, do you?

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[count-gardios.livejournal.com]

It's not a matter of believing in you.

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[dissonates]

Bullshit. You're not the one with options, remember?

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[count-gardios.livejournal.com]

Look- sometimes it's not always a choice. People die or drift away. Nothing's ever certain, least of all anything worth having. I'm allowed to have my own reservations. [Guy notices that he sounds somewhat defensive for someone unbothered by this.]

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[dissonates]

And I'm allowed to get pissed off that you're even having them!

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[count-gardios.livejournal.com]

Fine, then get pissed off. [/petulant]

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[dissonates]

I can't shut off my emotions like some people.

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[count-gardios.livejournal.com]

That isn't what I'm doing!

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[dissonates]

So it doesn't upset you to think that we might not be long-term!?

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[count-gardios.livejournal.com]

[Guy falls silent and looks away.]