[And Asch waits quietly for his punishment not really upset or ashamed or angry, just... resigned, really, because god forbid he ever be allowed to be happy.]
[The words are out before Asch can even think about stopping himself, and he's immediately horrified. He was supposed to wait for Guy - they'd both agreed on that. Damned Malnosso, damned Jade, and damned experiment...!
But now that it's out... what the hell is he supposed to do...?]
[ That... wasn't what she had been expecting. For some reason, it's not as disappointing than if it had been another woman. But don't get her wrong, she's still upset that he kept something so important from her. ]
[What was he supposed to do, announce it immediately? :| "Hi Natalia, welcome to Luceti, by the way I'm dating our former servant, hope you're alright with that." He's embarrassed enough without that added on top.]
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s-so unforgiving
...It's... complicated. Even if I was free to be with you and so much hadn't changed, I still wouldn't have told you like that.
hell hath no fury like a woman scorned
Free to be with me? You... What... does that mean?
he's learning this.
...I'm already with someone. I was before you arrived.
it's a start
not exactly a good mind, mind you.
he'll get it eventually
[ Her tone is firm and allows absolutely no dodging. ]
wow I totally failed that last sentence |Db
[His tone is pained, and just screams "I really really don't want to tell you this."]
it's okay, my decoder skills kicked in
Please, Asch. Tell me...
[ Oh snap, was that a command? Natalia immediately covers her mouth, horrified at her mistake. ]
you are ttly epic.
[The words are out before Asch can even think about stopping himself, and he's immediately horrified. He was supposed to wait for Guy - they'd both agreed on that. Damned Malnosso, damned Jade, and damned experiment...!
But now that it's out... what the hell is he supposed to do...?]
*bows humbly*
Guy...?
[ That... wasn't what she had been expecting. For some reason, it's not as disappointing than if it had been another woman. But don't get her wrong, she's still upset that he kept something so important from her. ]
/applauds
...Yeah.
[What was he supposed to do, announce it immediately? :| "Hi Natalia, welcome to Luceti, by the way I'm dating our former servant, hope you're alright with that." He's embarrassed enough without that added on top.]
*blows kisses*
[ Well, at least she didn't find out in the scenario Jade cast for you. And yes, she is going to keep bringing that up. ]
/o/
[Dammit, why does this have to be so hard?]
If I didn't... feel that way... this wouldn't be so difficult. But I do. ...So it is.
[Asch, you dumbass, you're not making much sense.]
\o\
If you love both of us, then you must love... Guy more. That's why you're together, isn't it?
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[He wasn't at all ready for this.]
goodness so much drama
[ This is so hard to take in... Do not cry. Natalia picks up her journal and pen, and stands up. ]
I'm sorry, I think I need some time alone.
whoops. :c
...Right. I'll leave you alone, then.
[Which... hopefully is the right thing to do. He can't imagine she'd want him to try and comfort her anyway, so he turns to go.]
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