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If anyone's still worried about Guy, he's doing better now. Because he's out of commission, though, Good Spirits is closed until further notice. Unless Meryl feels like looking after it on her own. Whatever, it's not important.

Guy

I need to ta

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...That's all I've got to say.

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...Idiot, you shouldn't have gotten up anyway. [The words are obviously spoken without venom, and Asch hastily moves to help Guy back to bed, brushing his bangs back to check his forehead.] Stop indulging me so much.

What else am I supposed to do when you give me those sorrowful doe eyes? [Also teasing, but Guy allows Asch to bully him back into bed.]

You're supposed to laugh and tell me how pathetic I am, obviously. [Asch sits beside him on the bed again, leaning in to kiss his forehead.]

Well, I could. But then you wouldn't make me seafood. [Guy leans back against the pillows.]

I guess I'm lucky you're so dishonest. [Asch sits back, watching him for a bit, looking kind of lost in thought.]

...what is it?

[...Breathe. Okay. Come on, Asch, you can do this.]

...I'm not... the same as you. I can't forgive so easily, even if I can't place the blame directly on the people I'm angry with. I know I'm negative, and spiteful, and possessive, and just... stupid, sometimes. And I don't think I deserve you, either. But I want this anyway, and... I'll fight for it, for this. I'll fight to keep you, whether it's Luke, or the Malnosso, or death itself that wants to take you away from me. This is what I want, whether or not I'm worthy of it.

[Guy looks at Asch for a minute.

Before he leans over and flicks him square on the forehead.]

[ahjgshjgdf wat.]

What the hell was that for!?

Because you're being really stupid. This, what we have? Not a battle. Not "honor-bound," nothing like that. You don't have to try to be "worthy" of me, I'm not a princess and you're not a pauper. If I didn't think you were good enough, I wouldn't even be here right now.

[Guy sighs. Why must Asch be so dumb?]

I'm here because I love you. There's no deserving, no fighting for me, nothing like that involved. You need to stop trying to fight a current that doesn't exist, Asch, you'll give yourself an ulcer.

......

[Okay, he deserved that. Dammit.]

I was trying to take it seriously.

And we are serious. But not to be taken seriously. [Guy rolls on his side, an arm snaking around Asch's waist as he props his head up with his free hand.]

Having a lover is about being happy. You concentrate too long and too hard on defending your territory and you lose sight of that. You're supposed to be glad, and you're supposed to smile and laugh. That should be how you spend the majority of the relationship, actually, despite a few scuffles here and there. Do you follow me, Asch?

[Asch considers his words again, brows furrowing. Being happy? He is happy, when they're not fighting - which happens surprisingly little, considering it's him. Only his mother and Natalia had this sort of effect on him before being with Guy. Now Guy's become such a huge part of his world that he can't imagine being happy without him.

So with a sigh he leans over till he flops on the bed with Guy, shifting closer to lie more comfortably beside him, snuggling in nice and close.]

I think so. You do make me happy... I need to work on returning the favour.

You're just an intense person. It's who you are; I understand that. [Guy drags his fingers through his hair.] What you need to do is concentrate on switching your extremes from the negative -worry, apprehension, jealousy- and just kind of...nudge your way over to the positive side. Find a middle ground and be intense there instead.

Be intensely positive? [Asch's lips quirk into an amused smile.] That sounds more like someone I know. So where would you get your entertainment if you couldn't get me all riled up?

Well, maybe you should keep that. That's funny.

You wouldn't know what to do with me if you couldn't tease me for my temper.

I'd adapt. I wouldn't have nearly as much fun, though.

Probably not. You're such a bastard about that.

[He may or may not be teasing. :|]

[Ah, that's okay. Here, have Guy nuzzling your hip and laughing, Asch. You're so cute. ♥ ]

[fffff alright, fine. Asch lets loose a little chuckle and kisses his cheek. Now he's officially in a better mood.]

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