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What the hell happened to me.

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[Private]

[dissonates]

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Really--

You don't have to force yourself.

[Private]

[cherub-gardios.livejournal.com]

I talked to you first, Asch.

[Private]

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You know I'm no good with this, Guy.

[Private]

[cherub-gardios.livejournal.com]

Believe me, I know.

But I'm still here, aren't I?

[Private]

[dissonates]

...Yeah.

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Guy, I... can't be that way with the replica again.

[Private]

[cherub-gardios.livejournal.com]

...yeah, I didn't expect it to last. That would've been stupid.

I hope it at least makes you think, though.

[Private]

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Think what, that I can play nice with the one who stole my life?

.... Whether it was his choice or not.

[Private]

[cherub-gardios.livejournal.com]

No, just think in general. Re-analyze some things, reconsider others.

[Private]

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...I don't get what you mean.

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[cherub-gardios.livejournal.com]

I'm not a fool. I didn't expect this change to last, and I didn't expect you to magically accept Luke when it was over.

I just...hoped that you'd realize something from it.

[Private]

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We're not brothers. We're not. Whatever I thought, or said...

...or felt

It couldn't have been me. It was the Malnosso's manipulation. That's all.

[Private]

[cherub-gardios.livejournal.com]

...Asch, when you were smaller...you were... You were serious, steadfast, and kind of a brat. But you were also loyal, and you had -have- the most amazing sense of duty I've ever seen in a person.

...and...you were kind. You considered every Kimlascan -really, every person- your own kin, and you vowed you'd protect your kin. Do you remember that?

[Private]

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.... I remember.

...I didn't know you did.

[Private]

[cherub-gardios.livejournal.com]

I do.

...I think I need to apologize.

[Private]

[dissonates]

.... What?

[Private]

[cherub-gardios.livejournal.com]

I...treated you unfairly, when we were younger. I judged you because of your father.

I'm sorry.

[Private]

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It's... it's fine. You had your own problems.

[Private]

[cherub-gardios.livejournal.com]

That's true...but as you get older you find yourself apologizing for the things you've done as a child.

...And you didn't deserve it.

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I could've treated you better than I did. Maybe then you would have

.... I think I understand the replica. ...A little.

[Private]

[cherub-gardios.livejournal.com]

I was a servant; truthfully, you treated me better than most people treat servants. Luke just didn't know any better. What?

[Private]

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The replica didn't know anything. Probably why you preferred him.

I didn't say anything.

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[cherub-gardios.livejournal.com]

I won't lie.

But there's not much else I can do now but acknowledge that I was wrong.

...fine.

[Private]

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I guess I'm the same way.

...sorry.

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[cherub-gardios.livejournal.com]

And that's all right. We're adults here, we can talk and forgive, even if we can't forget. Right?

Don't worry about it.

[Private]

[dissonates]

...You're the only one that's come of age.

....

Thanks.