[A-and he's very apologetic about that, but she really is better off not knowing his deepest and darkest thoughts. :|
He offers no response; instead, he heads out of his room and down the hall to the kitchen, looking for her. As irritated as he is that he even has to do this at all, it's much better to speak with her face-to-face.]
[ It's not much easier for Natalia either. Getting Asch to open up was like... I don't know, a simile of something seemingly impossible! But this puzzles her. ]
Why do you need to resist? If you have [blush] loved me since we were children.
[And Asch waits quietly for his punishment not really upset or ashamed or angry, just... resigned, really, because god forbid he ever be allowed to be happy.]
[The words are out before Asch can even think about stopping himself, and he's immediately horrified. He was supposed to wait for Guy - they'd both agreed on that. Damned Malnosso, damned Jade, and damned experiment...!
But now that it's out... what the hell is he supposed to do...?]
[ That... wasn't what she had been expecting. For some reason, it's not as disappointing than if it had been another woman. But don't get her wrong, she's still upset that he kept something so important from her. ]
[What was he supposed to do, announce it immediately? :| "Hi Natalia, welcome to Luceti, by the way I'm dating our former servant, hope you're alright with that." He's embarrassed enough without that added on top.]
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TAKE IT LIKE A MAN
shitloadcraptonlot of secrets. ]I'm in the kitchen. I was about to make some lunch when I saw your message.
....y-yes dear. ;-;
He offers no response; instead, he heads out of his room and down the hall to the kitchen, looking for her. As irritated as he is that he even has to do this at all, it's much better to speak with her face-to-face.]
good boy
This was going to be difficult.
Anyways, she waits patiently for him to speak. ]
/behaves
Finally-]
...I'm sorry.
[It's the best he can come up with.]
/gives cookie... MADE BY NATALIA HERSELF.
For what?
/dies horribly AGAIN 8|
For being so blunt about everything. It's not fair to you - I should have been able to resist whatever's happening to us.
you deserved that >|
Why do you need to resist? If you have [blush] loved me since we were children.
s-so unforgiving
...It's... complicated. Even if I was free to be with you and so much hadn't changed, I still wouldn't have told you like that.
hell hath no fury like a woman scorned
Free to be with me? You... What... does that mean?
he's learning this.
...I'm already with someone. I was before you arrived.
it's a start
not exactly a good mind, mind you.
he'll get it eventually
[ Her tone is firm and allows absolutely no dodging. ]
wow I totally failed that last sentence |Db
[His tone is pained, and just screams "I really really don't want to tell you this."]
it's okay, my decoder skills kicked in
Please, Asch. Tell me...
[ Oh snap, was that a command? Natalia immediately covers her mouth, horrified at her mistake. ]
you are ttly epic.
[The words are out before Asch can even think about stopping himself, and he's immediately horrified. He was supposed to wait for Guy - they'd both agreed on that. Damned Malnosso, damned Jade, and damned experiment...!
But now that it's out... what the hell is he supposed to do...?]
*bows humbly*
Guy...?
[ That... wasn't what she had been expecting. For some reason, it's not as disappointing than if it had been another woman. But don't get her wrong, she's still upset that he kept something so important from her. ]
/applauds
...Yeah.
[What was he supposed to do, announce it immediately? :| "Hi Natalia, welcome to Luceti, by the way I'm dating our former servant, hope you're alright with that." He's embarrassed enough without that added on top.]
*blows kisses*
[ Well, at least she didn't find out in the scenario Jade cast for you. And yes, she is going to keep bringing that up. ]
/o/
[Dammit, why does this have to be so hard?]
If I didn't... feel that way... this wouldn't be so difficult. But I do. ...So it is.
[Asch, you dumbass, you're not making much sense.]
\o\
If you love both of us, then you must love... Guy more. That's why you're together, isn't it?
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[He wasn't at all ready for this.]
goodness so much drama
[ This is so hard to take in... Do not cry. Natalia picks up her journal and pen, and stands up. ]
I'm sorry, I think I need some time alone.
whoops. :c
...Right. I'll leave you alone, then.
[Which... hopefully is the right thing to do. He can't imagine she'd want him to try and comfort her anyway, so he turns to go.]
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