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What the hell happened to me.

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You know how.

But you're scared. Don't...don't just...deny it, Asch, I know. All right?

I know.

~~I'm not-~~

....

... Why would I be scared?

It's a little different for me, but for you...I'd say...

Once you stop hating, you realize that you have something to live for. And that makes your mortality...a lot more apparent.

..............

When we spoke before, when I wasn't so... angry...

I felt...

...I don't know.

....free.

...you don't have to rush it.

If you want...we can do little things, like this. Until you're ready.

Just... talking?

.... Maybe.

...All right.

You know where to find me if you need me.

I-

I don't-

I've been-

... Fine.

...

Now's best for me, though.

...

Really--

You don't have to force yourself.

I talked to you first, Asch.

.....

You know I'm no good with this, Guy.

Believe me, I know.

But I'm still here, aren't I?

...Yeah.

.....

Guy, I... can't be that way with the replica again.

...yeah, I didn't expect it to last. That would've been stupid.

I hope it at least makes you think, though.

Think what, that I can play nice with the one who stole my life?

.... Whether it was his choice or not.

No, just think in general. Re-analyze some things, reconsider others.

...I don't get what you mean.

I'm not a fool. I didn't expect this change to last, and I didn't expect you to magically accept Luke when it was over.

I just...hoped that you'd realize something from it.

.....

We're not brothers. We're not. Whatever I thought, or said...

...or ~~felt~~

It couldn't have been me. It was the Malnosso's manipulation. That's all.

...Asch, when you were smaller...you were... You were serious, steadfast, and kind of a brat. But you were also loyal, and you had -have- the most amazing sense of duty I've ever seen in a person.

...and...you were kind. You considered every Kimlascan -really, every person- your own kin, and you vowed you'd protect your kin. Do you remember that?

.... I remember.

...I didn't know you did.

I do.

...I think I need to apologize.

.... What?

I...treated you unfairly, when we were younger. I judged you because of your father.

I'm sorry.

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