[ She knew it. Though it did hurt that he had so many secrets... and that there was one he still wouldn't tell her, even though it sounded like it concerned her greatly. ]
I see... And he told you that you didn't have to tell me why you cannot 'commit to me'?
[Asch is trying not to share too much, but it's difficult to resist. This is downright unfair - but she really is better off not knowing many of the things his mind is trying to encourage him to tell her.]
...You're better off not knowing, Natalia. At least not like this. And he's a bastard for making me do this to you.
[A-and he's very apologetic about that, but she really is better off not knowing his deepest and darkest thoughts. :|
He offers no response; instead, he heads out of his room and down the hall to the kitchen, looking for her. As irritated as he is that he even has to do this at all, it's much better to speak with her face-to-face.]
[ It's not much easier for Natalia either. Getting Asch to open up was like... I don't know, a simile of something seemingly impossible! But this puzzles her. ]
Why do you need to resist? If you have [blush] loved me since we were children.
[And Asch waits quietly for his punishment not really upset or ashamed or angry, just... resigned, really, because god forbid he ever be allowed to be happy.]
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I don't have an icon shocked/embarrassed enough :T
A-Asch...! W-why are you telling me this...?
I AM SO SORRY NATALIA
Unfortunately we won't ever get married, so I've been afraid to tell you all this time.
LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE
I know that. I just hoped that...
When I return to Auldrant, you won't be there, will you?
FFFFFFF HE IS SO ANGRY AT JADE AND HIMSELF
I just can't commit to you.
OH LORD THIS IS PAINFUL AND AMUSING AT THE SAME TIME
/is totally loling - oh god and this is all unlocked too
[Oh thank god for small mercies, despite how embarrassed he is. This is not how he wanted her to find out.]
...Goddammit, this is all Jade's fault...!
this just gets better and better
[ This is getting more and more perplexing. Although she thinks she might know what's going on... ]
it's all downhill from here
[And he is pondering ways to get his revenge, oh yes.]
LISTEN TO HER UTTERLY HURT TONE
I see... And he told you that you didn't have to tell me why you cannot 'commit to me'?
PLEASE DON'T BE UPSET NATALIA ;____;
...You're better off not knowing, Natalia. At least not like this. And he's a bastard for making me do this to you.
TOO LATE. >:|
[ She agrees with the bastard part, not that she'd ever say it out loud. ]
JDKSFHDKJSFS ;_____;
[Inaudible sigh. Why must you make life difficult, you wonderful yet evil childhood friend. ,-_-]
...I don't want to talk over the journals. Where can I find you?
TAKE IT LIKE A MAN
shitloadcraptonlot of secrets. ]I'm in the kitchen. I was about to make some lunch when I saw your message.
....y-yes dear. ;-;
He offers no response; instead, he heads out of his room and down the hall to the kitchen, looking for her. As irritated as he is that he even has to do this at all, it's much better to speak with her face-to-face.]
good boy
This was going to be difficult.
Anyways, she waits patiently for him to speak. ]
/behaves
Finally-]
...I'm sorry.
[It's the best he can come up with.]
/gives cookie... MADE BY NATALIA HERSELF.
For what?
/dies horribly AGAIN 8|
For being so blunt about everything. It's not fair to you - I should have been able to resist whatever's happening to us.
you deserved that >|
Why do you need to resist? If you have [blush] loved me since we were children.
s-so unforgiving
...It's... complicated. Even if I was free to be with you and so much hadn't changed, I still wouldn't have told you like that.
hell hath no fury like a woman scorned
Free to be with me? You... What... does that mean?
he's learning this.
...I'm already with someone. I was before you arrived.
it's a start
not exactly a good mind, mind you.
he'll get it eventually
[ Her tone is firm and allows absolutely no dodging. ]
wow I totally failed that last sentence |Db
it's okay, my decoder skills kicked in
you are ttly epic.
*bows humbly*
/applauds
*blows kisses*
/o/
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goodness so much drama
whoops. :c
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