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What the hell happened to me.

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Bull. Shit.

.... What.

You have parents who are alive and well, who love you. You have Natalia, who loves you. You have Luke, who would like to love you, and you have several other people who obviously care about your well being -myself included- that you refuse to acknowledge because you're so stuck on what was taken from you that you can't see what you've been given!

...don't you dare lecture me on loss.

.......

I....

.......

...

...just...stop.

...It's so tiring...hating everything for what's happened.

......

I... I know you're trying to help...

....

I don't... know how...

You know how.

But you're scared. Don't...don't just...deny it, Asch, I know. All right?

I know.

~~I'm not-~~

....

... Why would I be scared?

It's a little different for me, but for you...I'd say...

Once you stop hating, you realize that you have something to live for. And that makes your mortality...a lot more apparent.

..............

When we spoke before, when I wasn't so... angry...

I felt...

...I don't know.

....free.

...you don't have to rush it.

If you want...we can do little things, like this. Until you're ready.

Just... talking?

.... Maybe.

...All right.

You know where to find me if you need me.

I-

I don't-

I've been-

... Fine.

...

Now's best for me, though.

...

Really--

You don't have to force yourself.

I talked to you first, Asch.

.....

You know I'm no good with this, Guy.

Believe me, I know.

But I'm still here, aren't I?

...Yeah.

.....

Guy, I... can't be that way with the replica again.

...yeah, I didn't expect it to last. That would've been stupid.

I hope it at least makes you think, though.

Think what, that I can play nice with the one who stole my life?

.... Whether it was his choice or not.

No, just think in general. Re-analyze some things, reconsider others.

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